Monday, October 24, 2016

The Persistent Widow's call to us...Pray Constantly

I confess I do not like today's parable…I just don’t because it implies that if you pray long and hard enough God is going to give you what you want but if we look at Jesus’ way of being in the world and his way of prayer we may be able to get at his meaning.
One clue that this was not the message Christ was trying to get at is the simple fact that this story starts with an atheist Judge.  His listeners would know that that isn’t likely so we cannot take this parable literally.  You see in that day and age of you were a Jewish Judge you followed Jewish law and prescribed to Jewish theology.  If you were a Roman Judge you proclaimed that the emperor was a God you could not be an atheist and well, be a judge. 
enough Trivia
Richard Rohr reminds us that “Jesus’s own style of teaching in stories, parables, and enigmatic sayings was undoubtedly learned in his own prayer practices.  He clearly operated from a consciousness different from that of the masses and even that of the religious leaders who largely fought him.  Most seemed to misunderstand him, or even ignore him, despite what seem to be astounding healing and miracles.”[1]
I believe this parable is an example of that…this misunderstanding can and has led to the prosperity Gospel.  Where if you pray for it, it will come and if you don’t get it you did something wrong and/or you’re a sinner!
Jesus seemed to know that he would be misunderstood and did not allow that to stop him nor discourage him.  He even said: “For this people’s senses have become calloused,
        And they’ve become hard of hearing,
        And they’ve shut their eyes
            So that they won’t see with their eyes
            Or hear with their ears
            Or understand with their minds,
                And change their hearts and lives that I may heal them. [A]
16 “Happy are your eyes because they see. Happy are your ears because they hear.” (MT 13:15-16)
Let us explore a little further what Richard Rohr addresses.
  Jesus himself seemed to prefer a prayer of quiet, something more than social, liturgical, or verbal prayer, which is mentioned only a very few times.  What we do hear are frequent references such as “In the morning, long before dawn, he got up and left the house and went off to a lonely place to pray.” (Mark 1:35; also in Matthew 14:23 and Mark 1:12-13) Luke describes him as praying privately before almost all major events. There are the forty days alone in the desert, which means he must have missed the family-based Sabbath observances and the public temple services.  And of course there is his final prayer alone in the Garden of Gethsemane.[2]
Richard Rohr Points out that Jesus taught us “You should go to your private room, shut the door, and pray to your Father who is in that secret place.” (Matthew 6:6)  This is again rather explicit and also intimately invitational, especially because most homes of his people would have had no such thing as a private room.”[3]
But some people Caught what Jesus was teaching, he was teaching of seeking a quiet place.  This quiet private space does not need to be physical.  It can be spiritual, it can be done in group much as it is done here today.
“We need no wings to go in search of
God, but have only to find a place where we
can be alone and look upon Him present
within us.” These words were written by St.
Teresa of Avila in her book The Way of
Perfection”[4]

Jesus says we should not seek prayer in public, now he did not condemn the concept of church or synagogue but he did emphasize a different kind of prayer life. “What all of these teachings of Jesus seem to say is that we probably need “unsaying prayer,” the prayer of quiet or contemplative prayer, to balance out and ground all “saying prayer.”  Many Christians seem to have little experience of prayer of quiet, and tend to actually be afraid of it or even condemn it.”[5]
Without this inner, secret contemplative prayer life, a life of constant prayer, a conversation of love in God that is ongoing  our external, communal prayer becomes nothing more than a meaningless show, prayer, communal and silent are practices that each supports the other.
St. Teresa reminds us that: “First, we must be searching for God. If God is just a name, if God’s love for us is an abstract truth which we believe but do not realize, we will hardly search for It. … If, on the other hand, we are convinced that God is in Teresa’s words “a better prize than any earthly love,” if we realize that we actually have within us something incomparably more precious than anything we see outside, then we will desire to enter within ourselves and to seek God. When we are convinced that God cares for us and waits for us, we will have the security and the courage to love God in return.”[6]
This is what that odd parable is about, it is not about bugging God to get what we seek, but it is about what we should be seeking  a relationship with God.  When the stern Judge offers justice to the woman she is getting what she sought and there is a relationship there now between the judge and her.
When we turn inward and constantly seek God we will find God seeking us as well.
“Western culture has tended to be an extroverted culture and a “can-do” culture.  Prayer too easily became an attempt to change God and aggrandize ourselves instead of what it was meant to be – an interior practice to change the one who is praying, which will always happen if we stand calmly before this uncanny and utterly safe Presence, allowing the Divine Gaze to invade and heal our unconscious, the place where 95 percent of our motivations and reactions come from.  All we can really do is return the gaze.  Then, as Meister Eckhart so perfectly said, “the eye with which we look back at God will be the same eye that first looked at us.”  We just complete the circuit!”[7]
amen



[1] Richard Rohr, The Naked Now: Learning to See as the Mystics See (New York: Crossroad Pub., 2009).
[2] Ibid.
[3] Ibid.
[4] Ernest E. Larkin, St. Theresa Speaks of Mental Prayer, accessed October 11, 2016, http://carmelnet.org/larkin/larkin087.pdf.
[5] Rohr, The Naked Now: Learning to See as the Mystics See.
[6] Larkin, St. Theresa Speaks of Mental Prayer.
[7] Rohr, The Naked Now: Learning to See as the Mystics See.

Monday, September 19, 2016

3rd Sunday in Seasons of Creation - Storms! Why don't you Trust me? 9/11/16



In today’s Gospel Jesus physically calms a storm and then asks the question “why don’t you trust me?”
In the Psalm Gods voice is in the thunder and flattens the cedars.  Now the image of a man telling the seas to calm and the storm to cease is hard to picture, but if anyone has seen pictures of mount St. Helen’s we know what flattened cedars look like.
There is a dichotomy in our souls when it comes to storms.  How many are in awe when they see videos of thunder and lightning or maybe a tornado in a field somewhere in a distance?  How many glue themselves to the flooding and the storm surge and the spectacle of a reporter in a hurricane.
There is a sense of safety and awe and beauty when we see a storm at a distance.  We are not affected by it.  I remember when I first entered the diocesan seminary.  It was an old gothic building built in 1923 and the tower was about 7 or 8 stories high and, being the explorer I am, I found the hatch that opened to the flat roof of the tower.  We could sit there and see an approaching storm from miles away with lightning bolts flashing against an enormous cloud.
It was safe to watch a storm from a distance but when it lands and the walls shake and the wind howls and the windows rattle, well, our perception changes. It becomes angry and threatening and we cannot wait for it to be over, especially if you ever had to sit in the basement listening to the am transistor radio waiting for an all clear.
 Our ancient world often blamed the storms on angry God’s and yet those same God’s were also attributed with fertility in many cases.  Why?  Because rain brings new growth and feeds the crops in spite of it being terrifying.
However the Hebrews, from where our Jesus’ tradition and faith is rooted, “believed that God, without any detriment to God’s majesty, Makes God’s presence known even through the force of nature…The Israelites envisioned God as one who reveals God’s self through the sudden and the unexpected, the terrifying and awesome forces of nature, namely the thunderstorm and lightning.”[1]
Often storms are attributed to God’s wrathful response, with an image of a vengeful God.  Lord knows our LGBTQ community gets blamed for every storm, flood and tornado that happens except when it hits the home of a wrathful preacher.
In article from the religion news.com exactly a month ago today“(RNS) comes the news that the Baton Rouge flooding destroyed Tony Perkins’ home and forced the Family Research Council president and his family to escape by canoe to their RV on higher ground.
Perkins revealed this in a special segment of his radio show a couple of days ago, describing the disaster as “a flood of near biblical proportions.”
There are those who have noted some irony here, since when Hurricane Joaquin threatened Washington last year, Perkins declared the storm to be God’s punishment for the Supreme Court’s same-sex marriage decision.
That of course recalled the interpretations of Hurricane Katrina by Pat Robertson, John Hagee, and Yehuda Levin, as well as Robertson and Jerry Falwell’s explanation of 9/11, and so on.
These are what’s known in the trade as exercises in theodicy — justifying bad things as demonstrations of God’s goodness, omnipotence, and righteous judgment….Perkins, who in his interview stayed away from any speculation of this sort. The flood, he said, “is a great opportunity for the Church to minister.” The experience has taught him “what is important. Sometimes we get too occupied with the other things of life.”[2]
I hate to say it but Tony Perkins got something right.  In the midst of the storm we need to trust God.  Jesus asked; “why don’t you trust me?”  I mean the disciples had Jesus right there with them, physically with them and yet, in the midst of a storm, they panicked.
In this day and age as we are seeing more extreme weather, more storms, more devastation instead of playing the blame game or getting all justified and righteous we need to see this for what it is.  God’s voice is in the thunder and this is our call not only to minister to others but to the planet herself.
The voice of God could not be any louder, could it?  Summer is hotter, fire season is all year long, hurricanes are stronger, and floods are moving further inland.  Yet many do not trust that this is the voice of God calling all humanity into action.
I am not speaking of just the continued call to service and monies needed for refugees and victims of natural disasters but the call to reverse what we can and to try to limit the extent of human damage to the atmosphere, and the planet.
We have come a long way and, as I pointed out last week, have even achieved bringing certain species back from the edge of extinction.  I am also proud to say that our president is doing all he can and has gone beyond the call of duty.
“When he signed the Omnibus Public Land Management Act of 2009, President Obama marked the most extensive expansion of land and water conservation in more than a generation, designating more than 2 million acres of federal wilderness, thousands of miles of trails, and protecting more than 1,000 miles of rivers. In addition, the President has used his authority under the Antiquities Act 13 times to permanently preserve some of America’s most treasured landscapes and waters, most recently designating the San Gabriel Mountains National Monument in Los Angeles County, one of the most disadvantaged counties in the country when it comes to access to parks and open space for minorities and children.”[3]
I know this is a lot about president Obama but he has done a lot more than most if not all the past presidents for example he also has created the largest marine sanctuary in the world with a single signature he created a reserve that ended up “resulting in 370,000 square nautical miles (490,000 square miles) of protected area around these tropical islands and atolls in the south-central Pacific Ocean. Expanding the Monument will more fully protect the deep coral reefs, seamounts, and marine ecosystems unique to this part of the world, which are also among the most vulnerable areas to the impacts of climate change and ocean acidification.”[4]  Yes this was just one man with a lot of power but each one of us can seek out ways to make a difference.
Yesterday was beach cleanup day and over 500000 volunteers in 91 countries got together and well cleaned our beaches.  They even had an underwater squad here for the first time.  Last year this effort 800000 volunteers who picked up over 18 million pounds of trash.[5]
We have done a lot around here on the conservation side and we preach about it a lot but you know  I would encourage you , if you have never done it, take a ride up into the mountains take a look at what your tax dollars are protecting it is truly amazing.  Take a drive, a slow drive, along the pacific coast highway and stop, just stop in a remote spot where you have just you and the ocean.  And if you do not hear the voice of God in the waves, or if you do not see the hand of God in a mountain sunset you are not listening or looking very hard.
Better yet the next time you see extreme weather or really feel the heat that seems to never end or simply rejoice at a tiny sprinkle we got because it seems like it’s all we get.  Listen to what the voice of God is calling us to do.  Cry out in anguish and anger and fear then do something, hear Gods voice in the thunder and answer. We trust you and we shall act accordingly!  Amen.






[1] Norman C. Habel, David Rhoads, and H. Paul Santmire, eds., The Season of Creation: A Preaching Commentary (Minneapolis: Fortress Press, 2011), Digital eBook.
[2] Mark Silk, Tony Perkins ditches theodicy after flood destroys his home, August 18, 2016, accessed September 14, 2016, http://religionnews.com/2016/08/18/tony-perkins-eschews-theodicy-after-home-destroyed/.
[3] the white house administration, Our Enviroment, 2016, accessed September 15, 2016, https://www.whitehouse.gov/energy/our-environment.
[4] Office of the Press secretary, FACT SHEET: President Obama to Designate Largest Marine Monument in the World Off-Limits to Development, 2014, accessed September 15, 2016, http://www.whitehouse.gov/the-press-office/2014/09/24/fact-sheet-president-obama-designate-largest-marine-monument-world-limit.
[5] The Ocean Conservatory, 2016 daata release, 2016, accessed September 17, 2016, http://www.oceanconservancy.org/our-work/international-coastal-cleanup/sign-up-to-clean-up.html?gclid=Cj0KEQjw0_O-BRCfjsCw25CYzYoBEiQAqO9BDNAEo-Cpl3v_TND4ZE5m00e4KUXwqvmsNd7uOg9EVQsaApYV8P8HAQ.

Flora and Fauna Sunday 9/11/16 second Sunday int he Season of Creation












Today is Fauna and flora Sunday, those terms are heard often in a biology class that one took somewhere and after that not much thought is given to it.  So what is this flora and fauna, fauna and flora?  Well it could be the Siamese twins that dated fester and Gomez in the Adams family but not today…
Fauna is all of the animal life of any particular region or time. The corresponding term for plants is flora. Flora, fauna and other forms of life such as fungi are collectively referred to as biota. Zoologists and paleontologists use fauna to refer to a typical collection of animals found in a specific time or place, e.g. the "Sonora Desert fauna" or the "Burgess Shale fauna".[1]
So we are talking about Life, Anything and everything that breaths, no matter how they do it all creatures and plants breathe.  I know it is not the season but I cannot help myself and quote the Ghost of Christmas present; from the 1970 movie musical scrooge with lyrics by Leslie Bricusse , “The sins of man are huge, A never ending symphony Of villainy and infamy Duplicity, deceit, and subterfuge. And no one's worse than Ebeneezer Scrooge, though man's a handy candidate for Hell I must admit life sometimes has its brighter side as well. I like life, Life likes me, Life and I fairly fully agree, Life is fine, Life is good…Life and I made a mutual vow, 'Till I die, Life and I, We'll both try to be better somehow”
Being better somehow is what life calls us to be.  As in today's Gospel Christ is calling us to pay attention to more important matters than what clothes we wear or where we are going to go out to eat tonight.  The centering prayer today, Psalm 104, calls us to see the interconnectedness between us and all of Gods creation. In the Psalm there is a line that says the Earth is satisfied by Gods work.
The Earth is satisfied by Gods work.  Well now there lies a problem.  You see humans have never been satisfied by Gods work.  We are always trying to improve upon it, or fix it.  We try to control what was never meant to be controlled and are surprised when it goes drastically awry.  We built damns, we encased rivers in cement, we build on flood plains, and we use pesticides and poisons to control what we see as pests, and where has that gotten us?
The psalm points out the interconnectedness of all creation how one part of creation opens itself up to provide for another.  There is a co dependence in nature that relies on each and every other part of God’s creation doing its part.  For a long time man did his best to play by the rules.  Knowing that water ran downhill people created a terrace farming system that allowed crops to grow without creating erosion. Knowing that crops and plants use up nutrients people learned how to replenish nutrients in a natural way and rotate crops so that the land would always be hardy.
Heck the story of Joseph even tells how knowing that there are seasons of drought people learned the cycles of the weather and prepared for the worse and learned to survive.  But all that was man cooperating within the set ecosystems in which they lived.  All in all there is a simple fact the natural world does not need human kind in order to survive. 
Humans had to learn to adapt to their environment in order to survive.  Our ancestors were very aware that we are dependent on the earth for e very aspect of our being.  The fruit of the earth nourishes us, the water keeps us alive, the landscape and plants and animals have fueled our imagination for centuries spawning some of the greatest artist ever known.  Yet, until recently we paid no attention to what we did to the planet and its consequences.
Yes Genesis 1:28 says man is to “subdue” and have dominion over the earth.  Yet with Dominion comes responsibility.  A ruler, a king, a conqueror, or invader does not last long if the region in which it has control is not cared for.  Look at our own human history for the answers to any question you might have about dominion and relation.
“In that ancient world, it was quite common for people to set up some kind of an image, symbol or representation to signify the locale of their god’s jurisdiction. Since ancient monarchs were often thought to be divine, they could be considered images of the god. Israel would certainly reject any thought that its monarchs were divine. Therefore, the man and the woman in the creation account could be depicted as royalty with responsibility for the rest of the created world. However, they would not be considered divine. The world was not theirs to do with as they pleased. They were accountable to God, as the story of the first sin demonstrates (Genesis 3). We can say, then, that while human beings are totally dependent on Earth for their life, they have a special duty to exercise responsibility for the created world, and they are accountable to God for this responsibility. Today we speak of this responsibility in terms of stewardship. The second creation account says it in very simple words. It directs us “to serve and guard it” (Gen. 2: 15; my translation).”[2]
Give you an idea on just how bad we are at our role of serving and protecting in California alone there are some 283 plants (flora) in California listed as threatened endangered or rare.  Six pages of plants alone.  There are 124 species of fish animal and invertebrate (Fauna) 41 pages of mammals and their accounts.  All of this can be found at California Department of Fish and Wildlife.  But that is pretty scary when that is just our state.  What Kind of stewards are we?
As I did further research I found that there are a total of 11,577 vulnerable, endangered or critically endangered plants species in the world.  On that same list there are a total of 1208 mammals, 1375 birds, 2343 fishes that is a total of 4926 species and that does not include reptiles, amphibians, insects, mollusks, other invertebrates and fungi.  When you add all of them together on this list there were 23, 919 vulnerable, endangered or critically endangered flora and fauna. This is from International Union for Conservation of Nature and Natural Resources.[3]  What kind of Stewards are we?
“The message of the Gospel text redirects our attention from awesome aspects of the natural world in their own right to human attitudes regarding our well-being in that world.  It describes a kind of carefree attitude that is present in various lifeforms.  Animals are not anxious about their next meal, and yet they seem to survive; flowers do not worry about their covering, yet they are enfolded in their beauty; grass is not disturbed by the brevity of its life, yet it continues to grow. Why do we human beings seem unable to trust nature in a comparable way? Why do we fail to see that, through the mysterious workings of earth, God provides our basic needs? Might it be that we humans are not satisfied with the way we have been created? We want more than we need, so we exploit and we hoard at the expense of the earth itself, of other human beings, and of other form of life?”[4]  I mean look at what we have done just across our border.
We created very smart environmental protections in our country.  We do not want factories dumping mercury onto our water.  So, we paid no attention when they built factories in Tijuana.  We paid no attention when those factories dumped mercury and lead into the local water ways.  We did not cared if another part of our earth was poisoned as long as it wasn’t ours?  Luckily a group of women got together and sued the EPA for allowing the factories to do to them what they would not allow them to do in our neighborhoods.
But one does not need to look past our borders. I mean just look at the air quality verses neighborhoods one lives in.  Environmental health news reports;
“Tiny particles of air pollution contain more hazardous ingredients in non-white and low-income communities than in affluent white ones, a new study shows.
The greater the concentration of Hispanics, Asians, African Americans or poor residents in an area, the more likely that potentially dangerous compounds such as vanadium, nitrates and zinc are in the mix of fine particles they breathe.
Latinos had the highest exposures to the largest number of these ingredients, while whites generally had the lowest.
The findings of the Yale University research add to evidence of a widening racial and economic gap when it comes to air pollution. Communities of color and those with low education and high poverty and unemployment face greater health risks even if their air quality meets federal health standards, according to the article published online in the scientific journal Environmental Health Perspectives”[5]
As Human beings go, we average white people have been horrible.  Somewhere along the way of learning to exploit the earth to get what we want, we also learned to exploit our fellow humans.  It is bad enough we treat the earth with basic disregard but we treat each other even worse.  Somehow, somehow we had been called to be stewards of this planet to learn to live with her and all of God’s creatures and yet we have managed to Rape pillage and destroy her.  We have managed to marginalize exploit and burden ourselves in the constant search for more.  More power, more control, and more stuff.

In genesis Adam and eve eat of the tree they were told not too and then when God comes walking in the Garden they hide themselves from God.  This is the lesson we have yet to learn.  We as humans continue to take too much, live where we shouldn’t break into the planet in ways we were never meant to and when repercussions occur.  We run, we hide, we cry out. Then we go right back to our bad behavior.
I must say we have started to learn from our behavior and not everything is doom and gloom.  People and scientists are looking at the way we live and many are making a conscience effort to change.  Because of that some trends are reversing.  For example the national wildlife foundation reports;

“Habitat loss, hunting and poaching, toxics and other man made interventions have at some point pushed all of the following species to the brink of extinction.
In some cases species have even been declared extinct in the wild!

But the good news is that human intervention has also saved these species. Protection of habitat, effective control of hunting and captive breeding programs have all played their part in these dramatic rescues.

Whilst in many cases there is still much to do to assure the future security of these species, many are now safely on the road to recovery.
BACK FROM THE BRINK

Tigers in the Russian Far East (Amur Tigers)
Gray Whale
Southern White Rhinoceros
Black Rhinoceros
African Savannah Elephant
Mountain Gorilla
Saiga - The saiga (Saiga tatarica) is the world’s northernmost antelope. It originally inhabited a vast area of the Eurasian steppe zone.
Greater one-horned Asian Rhinoceros
Golden Lion Tamarind
Takhi - Przewalski's Horse”[6]

We can make a difference by participation in programs that help to reverse the carbon foot print man leaves behind.  Animals like the Grizzly bear, and the bald eagle have all made comebacks thanks to conservation efforts. One interesting story I read talks of the trumpeter swan. “People living in 19th-century Minnesota must have found trumpeter swans delicious, because the species was eliminated from the state — and practically from its entire range in the United States — after it was over-harvested for food. The largest native waterfowl species in North America, trumpeter swans didn't successfully return to the wild in Minnesota until a number of ecological agencies partnered in the 1980s to restore them, according to a statement released Feb. 11, 2016, by the Minnesota Department of Natural Resources (MDNR). Trumpeter swans' Minnesota population is currently estimated at 17,000, and continues to grow”[7]  We can be good stewards!

It is news and stories of the creatures making comebacks, of people finding better ways to seek food sources without over fishing or destroying habitats.  It is when we make true efforts to set aside unique environments and protect them that makes us good stewards. One of the best things we have done in order to become good stewards is something like the Paris accord.  This is where a 195 countries have agreed to reduce the carbon and green gasses output sin order to slow climate change.
We are good stewards when we decide to plant climate appropriate plants around our homes.  We are good stewards when we use solar if we can and uses electricity outside of peak demand.  We are good stewards when we seek out sustainable food sources, not just for ourselves but teach others how to do so as well.
We are Good stewards when we care for those who are less fortunate than us, the marginalized, and the neglected and make sure they have safe clean and healthy environments to live in.  Many see this connection to the flora and fauna as a connection tot eh earth, plants and animals, but it is also a connection and responsibility to each other.  We are responsible for our neighbor just as we are responsible for the earth herself and all that encompasses.  Once we learn how to do it all with equanimity and healthy practices then we will witness the kindom of God here on earth as it is in heaven.







[1] wikimedia, Fauna, August, 2016, accessed September 6, 2016, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fauna.
[2] Norman C. Habel, David Rhoads, and H. Paul Santmire, eds., The Season of Creation: A Preaching Commentary (Minneapolis: Fortress Press, 2011), Digital eBook.
[3] International Union for Conservation of Nature and Natural Resources, Changes in numbers of species in the threatened categories (CR, EN, VU) from 1996 to 2016, Medium, accessed September 6, 2016, http://cmsdocs.s3.amazonaws.com/summarystats/2016-2_Summary_Stats_Page_Documents/2016_2_RL_Stats_Table_2.pdf.
[4] Habel, Rhoads, and Santmire, The Season of Creation: A Preaching Commentary.
[5] Cheryl Katz, Unequal exposures: People in poor, non-white neighborhoods breathe more hazardous particles, Medium, accessed September 6, 2016, http://www.environmentalhealthnews.org/ehs/news/2012/unequal-exposures.
[6] world wild life foundation, 10 species that may have just escaped extinction, Medium, accessed September 6, 2016, http://wwf.panda.org/about_our_earth/teacher_resources/best_place_species/back_from_the_brink/.
[7] Mindy Weisberger, Species Success Stories: 10 Animals Back from the Brink, Medium, accessed September 6, 2016, http://www.livescience.com/54010-species-success-stories.html.

Monday, August 22, 2016

Heavy Burdens...Luke 13:10-17... A reflection during Taize service



There was a Christian rock group in the early 80’s featuring Marty McCall Called Fireworks One of my favorite songs by them was called Rusty Burdens which can be found on their live album “Fireworks”…“Rusty Burdens like dusty curtains hanging from top the windows of my heart
I been chasing this dingy lacing for so long its tearing me apart though I can’t see the shining sunset the blue horizon or the dew on the ground
Well I have hope that I can cope till Jesus comes to me and rips those curtains down.”

This so reminds me of the woman who walked into the synagogue in today’s reading.  She is weighed down physically.  They do not say by what and it doesn’t really matter. This story is about Jesus healing on the Sabbath.
The message says the woman is twisted and bent over with arthritis. Harper Collins study bible says that the woman had “a spirit that had crippled her for eighteen years. She was bent over and quite unable to stand up straight.”  In both versions Jesus says; “you are free…” (Luke 13.13)

How many people hear this message can see where I am headed already?  I mean let’s face it we are often troubled and burdened.  We often find life weighing us down. At times it can seem so strong and heavy it feels as if we are bent over with the weight of our anxieties, the weight of daily living, the weight of our job, the weight of bills and ailments, the weight of our own conscience and our failures, the weight of our procrastinated projects…If you can name it, we humans have a great talent into making it into a burden.

How do we free ourselves of our own guilt, of our own frustrations and of our own burdens? Bo Dunford a Baptist minister reminds us in psalm 55 it says to “cast your burden on the Lord.” (Psalm 55:22) “Let the Lord carry the burden for you!
* Since the burden is too heavy for you, give it to the Lord to carry.
* The word cast literally means “to fling or hurl.” * It requires and denotes action and effort.
* “Fling” that burden upon the Lord … “Cast” that burden upon the Lord!
* Or as they say in the south, “Chunk” that burden upon the Lord!”
[1]

That sounds easy. So you all get it right? Just whatever is bothering you, whatever is keeping you awake at night, whatever is weighing you down you just give it to God and your done nothing more to worry about.  Got it? Good!

It sounds so easy, I wish our minds and hearts actually worked that way.  But they don’t so the Bible reminds us over and over and over again.  Isiah 53:4 “surely has born our grief and sorrows” or 1 Peter 5:7 “Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.”  Why is this repeated so many times?  Because we forget it so many times.  Because this is not a once and done thing; this is a practice.

Practice, Practice, practice, and when you think you got it, practice some more.  Our hearts and minds are fickle and strange. We may think we have forgotten something or believe we have gotten over something and suddenly, decades later it comes back to us with just as much negative energy as it had the first time.

This is Human nature.  This is only defeated by a practice of prayer and devotion seeking the light of God.  Yet the more we seek the light …well let me quote; “There is a connection between light and shadow; more light means more shadow.  The more a person approaches the light, the more he or she will experience his or her own imperfections.”[2]

Yes we give our burdens to God in prayer but in prayer we also expose ourselves and our hearts to God’s light and as was just described the more light the more shadow.  One cannot begin on this journey of seeking God in our daily lives and just leave it for Saint Theresa said: “If you do not strive for the virtues and practice them, you will always be dwarfs.  And, please God; it will only be a matter of not growing, for you already know whoever does not increase decreases. I hold that love where ever present, cannot possibly be content with remaining always the same.”[3]

Once we start this practice of looking at what is weighing us down, honestly looking at our burdens and holding them up to the light and love of God.  Yes, they will diminish and we will also begin to see more clearly our own spirit.  Prayer, a simple prayer over and over again: “take this worry form me God.” Or “God I give this burden to you.” cannot stop there.  We are called to continue our work on and within ourselves.

Once we feel we have moved past a pain, a burden, a weight on our shoulders, our prayer life cannot stop there. One must continue to seek out this sustaining, life giving experience that is God.  For we know what has bothered us in the past will come back to us again.  In some ways it almost seems as prayer is futile but it is all a part of growing in God.

If one is taking actual and real time to pay attention to God in their life and in prayer daily.  One will see patterns arising, one will see concerns arising, and one will seek a deeper way, a better way of living in the presence of an all loving God.  As one grows in prayer, I will also suggest, you cannot do it alone.  I recommend seeking out companions.  A spiritual companion or friend someone you can talk to about how your prayer life is progressing.  How your spiritual life is manifesting in your day to day living.

 A spiritual companion can point out your journey and help you to notice things you haven’t noticed before. They can help you see what is arising in your heart in your spiritual journey, they can help you notice where you have energy around projects or songs or prayers that lift you spiritually and help you translate that experience into. How shall I say it...? God language!

When in our daily life burdens; the daily grind and our own conscience seems to be weighing us down, when we feel like we just cannot stand up straight, when even in prayer we cannot always hear the voice of God saying you are free, free from these burdens, stand up.  Though we try to give the burdens to God and we do over and over again, sometimes we need another set of eyes and ears to help us see we have been relieved of our burden. 

Just as when we have carried a heavy load and we set it down we may need a hand up to straighten our backs.  Prayer in and through our lives can help us to stand up straight and as we continue the journey a companion can be nice. ( I would add if this makes you wonder and want to learn more about spiritual companioning also called spiritual direction I would give these two links Seek and find Guide sponsored by spiritual directors international and Stillpoint CA if you wish to learn more about spiritual direction and maybe take a class.)

 Now as I come to the end of this reflection let me simply remind you…no matter who you are or where you are on life’s journey you are welcome here and that welcome comes form no man, no one person but from an all loving God who says you are free, cast your burdens upon me!  amen.







[1] Bo Dunford, Cast Thy Burden Upon the Lord, September, 2007, accessed August 17, 2016, http://www.sermoncentral.com/sermons/cast-thy-burden-upon-the-lord-bo-dunford-sermon-on-faith-113567.asp?Page=4.
[2] Norvene Vest, ed., Tending the Holy: Spiritual Direction Across Traditions (Harrisburg, PA: Morehouse Pub., 2003), Digital eBook.
[3] Kieran Kavanaugh and Otilio Rodriguez, The Collected Works of St. Teresa of Avila (Washington: Institute of Carmelite Studies, 1976–<1980>), Digital eBook.

Monday, August 1, 2016

We Love our Stuff






Lord we love our stuff.  We collect records, or um CD’s or um MP3’s...I have my paperweights…my glass, my photos, my knitting, my weaving, my tent that sits in a garage used twice maybe 3 times.  I have books that I have read once that I can’t part with…I have stamps collected for who???  Because it brings me pleasure…Our stuff our Knick Knacks, bring us Joy.
The online dictionary says …noun
Plural noun: knick-knacks
A small worthless object, especially a household ornament.
Synonyms:          trinket, novelty, gewgaw, bibelot, ornament, trifle, bauble, gimcrack, curio, tchotchke; memento, souvenir, kickshaw
Se we need extra words for all our stuff because we have just so much of it….

There is no0thing wrong with collecting things…there is nothing wrong with storing up for a rainy day  there is something wrong with keeping so much you could never possibly use it and not even consider sharing it.
Nancy Rockwell shared a story; “Once, and with sadness, a lawyer on the brink of retirement told me he had spent his career in the midst of fights over inheritance that occur between siblings.  And really, he said, they are fighting over their parents love.
So the pain that Luke remembered in the shouted plea, tell my brother to divide the family inheritance with me, is deep and ongoing among us.  Luke remembers Jesus using the moment to define greed (the storing up of treasures) as the opposite of living richly toward God.
And death, which triggers the distribution of accumulations, becomes the moment in which living richly towards God becomes evident.  Or not.”[1]
There is nothing wrong with abundance, there is nothing wrong with wealth as long as we remember to share it.  You see the rich man already had barns that were sufficient for his needs but when he saw this abundant crop instead of using it for the good it could bring he decided to make larger barns to store it all in.
Nancy shares a few others people concepts and theories about abundance…”Montaigne, the French Renaissance philosopher, wrote It’s not want, but rather abundance, that creates greed.  In dire need, we want what we truly need, but in the midst of plenty, we want it all.”[2]
You see when we need to budget to survive we are ever so grateful for what we have. Yet as we are able to acquire more …more is what we want.  Now this isn’t true for all but it is something to consider as we pay attention to our own wants and needs and we consider the needs of the world around us.
Theologian Walter Brueggeman, says greed is born out of the idea of scarcity, and scarcity is born out of anxiety – and all three are acted upon in an abundant world.  Abundance is denied, not trusted, forgotten in our culture.”[3] In other words the concept of having so much as to have enough to give away has been denied by most and forgotten by others.  This concept that one can have too much seems to be slipping out of our consciousness.  Our society has become the fool in that no matter how much we have …what we have is just for us.
Yet “Rabbi Lawrence Kushner wrote: Wealth is the highly subjective sensation of having more than enough, so much that there is money to give away.  For this reason, wealth is a function of generosity:  the more you give, the richer you feel.”[4] That is what it means to be rich towards God.
Think of the widow and her mite. She gave out of her want but yet through her want she has continued to teach us what it truly means to be blessed and abundant.  What it means to turn our back on greed and self-centeredness and turn our focus on God and outward toward our community
Today’s centering prayer “going Down to the River” is a blessing in abundance that arose out of scarcity.  It is written and performed by a man who was homeless on and off for most of 25 years of his life.
This man had tried his luck at music at a very young age.  He even toured a bit with buddy miller back in the 70’s but dint like touring much so he went back home to upstate NY.  He married his girlfriend and raised his two kids.  He mad e a living doing cabinetry work...” After his time in Texas as a troubadour, he married his girlfriend and had two children. His woodworking kept him busy. "I built the wall unit for the White House when President Reagan was in office," he says. "I worked for the company in Long Island that had [the] contract. I remember I used Japanese Ash."[5]
But the music called him back.  He asked his son if it was ok if he pursued his music dreams and the 16 year old said it would be cool.  So back to Nashville he went.  He ended up living in the streets plagued by alcoholism and some drug abuse.  He went virtually unnoticed.
“Seeger’s made friends while living on the streets: especially the folks that operate the Nashville Rescue Mission, where he'd crash when he wasn't sleeping in a tent in the woods or under a bridge, and Stacy Downey, who runs the Little Pantry That Could food bank.
It wasn't a bad life. "The truth of that whole homeless thing is it's exciting to me, it's an adventure," says Seeger’s, his lanky build, tousled grey hair and weathered, angular face making him look like a character out of Steinbeck's The Grapes of Wrath. "In the summertime, you're outside living in a tent by a stream, maybe you're fishing. In the wintertime, maybe you've got a 55-gallon drum in the woods and you're throwing big logs into it and everyone's hanging around by the fire. It wasn't stressful to me."[6]
His life went on like this day to day often seen sitting in front of the Salvation Army with his guitar in hand and the box open for tips of any kind.  He was living hard going from shelters to under a bridge.   The song you heard today he wrote about 2011.
Seeger wrote the Song “while he was still homeless and wrestling with his demons. “It was almost like a prayer I wrote to myself," he says, sitting in a corner office of his booking agency in Beverly Hills, hours before his first Los Angeles show.
A few months later, he was struck sober. "I prayed for [God's] help and I feel like he pulled me out of it," Seeger’s says, who has remained abstinent. "Also, I had none of the joneses or the cravings or the pain. I had nothing. He removed them all. It was instant."[7]  It was that song that a Swedish documentarian who was doing a piece on homeless musicians heard.  She had him record it and it became number one on the Swedish charts.  His second album is due out this summer sometime.
He uses his luck and his gift as a message…“It is such responses to his music that have made him feel he is on a mission that can't be measured by airplay or sales. "I don't really care about the money and the fame," he says. "I want to be an inspiration; for people to benefit from what I've been through. I think that's what God wants me to be. I think maybe that's why God put me into this seat."[8]
I share this story not just because it is a lovely Cinderella music story but more so because he is the opposite of the rich man.  He suddenly has an abundance and all he wants to do is share.  Share his gift, which he has always done, and now share his experience in the hope of making people’s lives better.
But there is another side to this as well.  If someone had not noticed this man on the sidewalk, if someone had not taken the time to share some time, food, and give shelter to him, he might not even be here today.
I want you the meet another person who I also see as the opposite of the foolish man.
“Vikus Khanna, a Michelin-starred chef, has built an impressive career for himself in the culinary world, but in 2000 he was homeless and living in a shelter. To give back, he helped put together a special evening to feed those at the New York Rescue Mission. In the video above, watch Khanna explain the tasting menu and experience the “Hollywood” meal with those who enjoyed it.”[9]
This story is about giving back.  Yet again there is nothing wrong with his success.  What is important is he is giving it back or paying it forward.  It is the opposite of the foolish man.  He is not hording his abundance and keeping it all for himself he is giving it away.
I think one thing we often forget or over look is our own abundance.  I have been homeless with no income and I relied on the desert aids association and friends to get by.  Not everyone has friends that can help them.  I was very blessed. 
 I think no matter how bad off we are.  How little we believe we have.  There is always someone who has less.  No matter how powerless we feel there is always something we can do.  Be it monetary or of time.  No matter who we are we all have time…it might not feel like it but we do.  Time is one thing we try to horde the most.
It seems I do not know why but suddenly the day is over…I don’t know what day it is anymore. The years fly by…yet how much time did you spend just watching TV, listening to music, taking a nap?  How many times have we said; “my time could have been better spent.”?
I know in this day and age many people enjoy TV, Movies and computer time.  We often lose track of the real world as it is filtered and fed to us through electronic devises.  We often get bombarded with hateful speech, prejudices, or atrocities of people hurting people.
So I was wondering instead of spending so much time being abused by our choices of electronic stimuli, what if we took the time to find a way to contribute to others.  We have the feeding program here…there is no reason why any of us cannot take a few hours to participate. 
I know not everyone is called to get up early and make sandwiches or to go out and meet the homeless face to face.  That is a very special calling indeed and we have wonderful people who are called to it.  Maybe you can donate a bag of socks.  Perhaps some hygiene kits?
Maybe something not so creative.  Maybe just going through your closets and donating clothes to one of the thrift stores.  Did you know we have thrift stores that monies raised goes to the blind, to people living and with cancer, to children at children’s hospital?  We are an animal loving community did you know there is a thrift store helping hands for animals.
If you look around you one can find so many ways to give back.  Maybe volunteer time with a local hospice.  Many hospices use volunteers to read to clients, sing for them, and spend time to companion with them and their families.
We are still collecting money for the solar empowerment project they have about 11,000 dollars’ worth of solar panels at las Memorias.  Yet they need more, they are adding on to the building.  They have enough power for lights and things but they still could use solar panels for hot water.
You know you can bring a friend to church.  Be brave in your faith and share you experience of community and an all loving God.  Who knows sharing Gods abundant Grace is truly what we are about and maybe just what someone you know needs.
There are opportunities to share your time and talent in many places.  I will say if you are capable of walking and or talking you have gifts to share.
Let’s get back to our parable The Reverend Dr. David Lose says: “Jesus doesn’t warn against money, wealth, or material abundance. He warns against greed, about the insatiable feeling of never having enough. And the parable he tells illustrates this. The farmer’s problem isn’t that he’s had a great harvest, or that he’s rich, or that he wants to plan for the future. The farmer’s problem is that his good fortune has curved his vision so that everything he sees starts and ends with himself.

Listen again to the conversation he has with, not a spouse or friend or parent or neighbor, but only with himself: “I will do this: I will pull down my barns and build larger ones, and there I will store all my grain and my goods. And I will say to my soul, ‘Soul, you have ample goods laid up for many years; relax, eat, drink, be merry.’”
Do you see what I mean? It is an absolutely egocentric conversation, even including a conversation with himself inside the conversation he is already having with himself! This is why he is a fool. He has fallen prey to the notion that life, and particularly the good life, consists of possessions, precisely the thing Jesus warns against.”[10]
Jesus wants us to live a connected life.  One in which we build loving relations ships with each other in community.  Dr. David asks the question and answers it: “What, then, does the good life consist of? Read the rest of what Jesus says across the gospels and it becomes pretty clear: relationships -- relationships with each other and with God. And, as you inevitably discover while reading, these two can’t really be separated. Hence Jesus tells stories like the parable of the Good Samaritan that invite us to think more broadly about who we imagine being our neighbor, and he preaches sermons that extol caring for the poor, loving our enemies, and doing good for those in need. Not once does Jesus lift up setting up a retirement account or securing a higher-paying job as part of seeking the kingdom of God.”[11]
Now there is nothing wrong with wanting a better paying job, moving up the corporate ladder, preparing for a good retirement.  All these things allow us to have comfortable lives.  They give us the opportunity to support our church and community with financial support.  That is nice but the key is still building relationships with each other in community to help better this world and bring it closer to the kindom of God.
When we build a living and loving community the other stuff stops.  The electronic bombardment of bad news stops.  The constant fear of the other stops.  When we work with our brothers and sisters in our community we meet someone may be from each one of those emblems on the wall.  Because each one of those faiths are also working to better themselves and to make this world a better place and it is only through community and relationships can that happen.
Not through building bigger places for our stuff.  But by sharing our gifts, time and energy.  I love our stuff the stuff we have so much of that we can give it away.  The Love, the talents, and the gifts that come from god and the grace of God…go out and give a little love away…I’ll guarantee you will get some in return!






[1] Nancy Rockwell, Rich toward God, July 29, 2013, accessed July 26, 2016, http://www.patheos.com/blogs/biteintheapple/rich-toward-god/.
[2] Ibid.
[3] Ibid.
[4] Ibid.
[5] Melinda Williams, Homeless to famous, October 7, 2014, accessed July 26, 2016, http://www.rollingstone.com/music/features/doug-seegers-shares-homeless-to-famous-journey-20141007.
[6] Ibid.
[7] Ibid.
[8] Ibid.
[9] Kira Brekke, Celebrity Chef Who Was Once Homeless Gives Back To the Community That Fed Him, Medium, accessed July 26, 2016, http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/vikas-khanna-celebrity-chef-new-york-rescue-mission_us_5697c474e4b0b4eb759d622e.
[10] David Lose, What money can and can't do, July 29, 2013, accessed July 30, 2016, http://www.workingpreacher.org/craft.aspx?post=2668.
[11] Ibid.