In today’s Scripture our friends are about to take a
journey outside of their comfort zone.
Jesus says lets cross to the other side of the Sea of Galilee. I was wondering what the other side
meant? Jesus was already in the region
of Magdala and Capernaum.
According to Professor Rami Arav
University of Nebraska at Omaha
University of Nebraska at Omaha
“Jesus
made his home among the Jewish fishermen of the northern Sea of Galilee and
soon learned their lifestyle, the hardship of their livelihood and their
anxieties. He made Capernaum his hometown. Capernaum was no more than a small
hamlet of fishermen situated at the northwestern shores of the lake. It
contained one cluster of simple courtyard houses constructed of the local black
basalt stones. Jesus did not remain only in Capernaum, but wandered also
between two other locations in the vicinity: Chorazin and Bethsaida.”[1]
But
then I got to thinking and I do not believe this to be relevant. These are seasoned fisherman. They been in and around this lake all their
lives. To give us some perspective; “How
does the size of Lake Tahoe compare with the Sea of Galilee? Lake Tahoe, at 22
by 12 miles wide, is 9 miles longer and 4 miles wider than the Sea of Galilee,
which measures about 13 by 8 miles.”[2] At its deepest it is 200 ft deep. As I
continue to reflect, I am sure, these guys’ boats were not anything magnificent
but by no account were they flimsy.
These men had been raised around this lake coming from generations of
fishermen. They knew how to swim. They knew these waters by heart and yet…the
story says; they woke him up saying “Teacher don’t you care that we’re
drowning.” Ok, exaggerate much? I must
believe this has nothing to do with a physical storm.
Kwasi
Kena ask some interesting questions of this text and the disciple’s experience.
“Storms. Who hasn’t experienced nature’s
fury? After living through enough
storms, two things may occur. First, you might develop the assurance that when
storms hit, you will get through it. Second, you may develop a somber respect
for nature’s ability to wreak havoc on life and Limb in a flash.
In Mark 4, the disciples find themselves
in the middle of a violent storm while crossing the Sea of Galilee. They have crossed this sea before, but on
this evening the storms seem demonically driven such that the disciples
frantically cry out, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing” (v.
38cNSRV)? Yet, Jesus, who was also on board, lies sleeping.
The Psalmist notes, “He who keeps you
will not slumber” (Ps 121:3 NRSV). What a contrast between that vigilant God
and this sleeping Jesus. Doesn’t Jesus
Care?
The prevailing worldview of the day held
various beliefs about the sea and storms.
In the near-eastern narratives, the sea symbolizes chaos, evil, and
demonic power. Jewish apocalyptic literature likens the raging seas to the
conflict between God and Satan. The
stormy sea equals the power of death, which means powerlessness in Jewish
thought. Could the disciples avoided
such thoughts that night?
Despite the Disciples’ angst, Jesus
sleeps. Why? To Him, the storm was not a
crisis. He obviously believes the
situation is not beyond control. In
ancient Eastern Theology, the Creator God can “sleep” because God fears no
challenger to his authority. Resting is
a divine choice.
Once awakened, Jesus commands the storm
to be quiet. The storm, violent enough
to scare seasoned fishermen, ceases.
Jesus’ stilling of the storm shows the disciples that storms – demonic
or otherwise- remain subject to God’s authority. What storms have you allowed
to usurp God’s authority in your mind? As an act of faith -----rest.”[3]
We
all suffer from irrational fear from time to time. I have a healthy fear of heights and it can
still send me into a panic crossing an over pass that millions have crossed
before me. I can drive across the golden gate with no qualms whatsoever but I
will not drive on the edge of the 134 coming south from Pasadena. Yet for me this is still addressing something
different.
We
are a people of prayer. We trust in the
power of prayer to connect us to the other, to the spirit, to the God that is
beyond us, outside of us and yet grounded within us. We use prayer to center ourselves. We use
prayer to strengthen and comfort ourselves.
We use prayer to make wishes, I know this doesn’t sound good but it is
true. In this case I believe the storm
was irrational fear brewing within the disciple’s soul.
This
whole ministry thing is still new to them.
This itinerant preaching thing going here and there is very different
from the lifestyle of a fisherman.
Jesus’ cousin had been executed.
They tried to bump of Jesus in his hometown and now they are headed into
the unknown but once again. If we keep
going wherever you lead us we are going to die.
It is so much safer to stick to our routines, do not try going somewhere
or doing something new, we might fail!
These
are words never said and yet, for me they sound very similar to what the
disciples may be saying in this reading.
It is very opposite the scripture of Isiah 43 which a very familiar hymn
is based upon. “When
you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;
when you walk through fire you shall not be burned,
and the flame shall not consume you. (Is 43:1-2)”
and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;
when you walk through fire you shall not be burned,
and the flame shall not consume you. (Is 43:1-2)”
of course the song ends with
“ come follow me and I will give you rest.”[4] Remember what Kena said
earlier “Resting is a divine choice.”[5] This is a choice we often find hard to
make. When we face something new or
strange or when something turns our world upside down as it just has in south
Carolina, we suddenly have this urgent need, this is when we wake up the Lord
and say can’t you see we are about to drown.
Honestly, I wonder for how many of us this is our prayer life? How often do we go to God only when we are in
urgent need? It is easy to do and I am
not saying it is wrong for all and any prayer is good for it does connect us to
the other and it brings us back to God but, once the crisis has passed, then
what?
There is this belief if we learn to walk with God, to give
God daily, our prayers and devotions we can move past the urgency of daily life
and move into a closer relationship with God. This is not easy. You may have heard references to the great
spiritual leaders who moved out to the desert to renounce life and be closer to
God. Yet the desert fathers and mothers
learned that this alone was not an answer.
“In an old, often retold, mythical tale of Abba Anthony, we
hear him tell about the vicissitudes of renouncing wealth, honor, status,
relationships, and comfort only to find that the thoughts of wealth, honor,
status, relationships, and comfort had followed him into his solitude. Rather
than moving into a mystical experience with God, his mind kept his previous
life before him. Prayer was very
difficult because, although he was in the desert, his mind was back home.”[6]
Now if one of the great mystics was finding his own prayer
life haunted by thoughts of things that didn’t even affect him anymore how much
can we be blamed when we jump into panic prayer mode? Resting is a divine
choice.
Even for those of us engaged in the daily grind of life there
is a way beyond these thoughts that pop into our head. There are practices that, as we learn and
perfect them, allow us to move in to a restful, calm, trusting prayer
life. There are practice that will allow
you to calm down the Monkey brain.
Ok umm Monkey Brain….the very instinctual part of us, the
primate part of us, sets us on a path that makes no sense...I am trying to be
still and suddenly…I need to do this…or I wonder what so and so is doing right
now….or Pie…or what shall I make for dinner…tomorrow I must to this and this
and …..The thoughts just keep coming and we can’t seem to shut them off.
As we enter into times of silence we often find ourselves
trying to fight these thoughts, to overcome them to just push them away or, as
I said earlier, we wake the Lord up and one of these random panicky thoughts
suddenly becomes an urgent prayer.
We can teach ourselves how to honor these thoughts and let
them be and still remain in the stillness of God. Frank Rogers, a professor at Claremont School
of Theology, taught me that instead of dismissing these distractions when in
prayer we should honor them. If you are
trying to be still and silent in the presence of God and a random thought pops
up hold it for a moment…pay attention to what it is, if it is important promise
you will attend to it later and let it go and return to the silence, to the
presence of God.
You can see through this practice that the most urgent, or
the most mundane, gets attended to with the same, calm, centered way of
being. This way of being present to God
and honoring our distractions, as it becomes a practice, you will see the
distractions become less and less. We
find that our mind and soul learns that all our needs and distractions are the
same to God. If we truly believe that
God is always with us, then where is the urgency? Where is the need to wake God from his
slumber? If we allow our concerns to rest, as we rest with God in Prayer…all
will be attended too. Resting is a
divine choice.
Yet, this is a choice and it is a practice that one must
learn.
I am telling you right now if you try silent meditation….you
will fail. If you try lectio divina…you
will fail. If you try the old standard,
rote prayer, you will fail. If you are
trying to pay attention to me right now, some of you have failed. You see the human brain is wired to
distraction. We have to practice and
intentionally teach ourselves to allow our brain to rest in God.
I mentioned Lectio Divina, and I am sure you have heard it
before. This is one of the simplest ways
of meditative prayer taught. There are several steps; the first being lectio –
to study and understand the literal sense of the text. This means read the foot notes in the study
bible, maybe look up via internet where and when and who the text was written
for. Nothing extreme, you just want to
get a basic understanding of the text. This is not a doctoral endeavor.
“The Second stage in lectio divina is meditation, thinking
and reflecting upon the text in order to understand its significance. The
hermits used their time in their cells (individual sleeping/study spaces) to
immerse themselves in the word of God until it became natural to them a prayer
coming from within as well as without.”[7]
For us today in this practice it would be to read the text
out loud. Read it out loud a couple of
times, with silence in between, internalizing it. Allow it to become a
prayer. Maybe Journal about it. Writing poetry or a prayer around the concept
of the scripture that you are attempting to immerse yourself in. This moves the text into the next stage
oratio which means simply using the in your life as action or prayer I action.
Finally there is the contemplation of the text, contemplatio.
This, Mary Margaret Funk writes; “means sitting in silence with no thoughts,
the unspeakable joy of simply resting in God.”[8] All together and a simple way to put this for
a half hour practice: Choose the text, seek some understanding of when and who
it is written for, read it out loud 3 or four times with silence in between so
you are meditating upon it, then write down or share, if you are doing this in
a group, what stood out for you what moved your heart.
Being focused upon a text helps limit the monkey brain
intrusion though you will still have to practice the honoring of your
distractions. Yet as you practice this
simple form of lectio the distractions will learn that they will be honored
later and allow you to rest in God. Resting is a Divine Choice.
I found an advertisement on-line for a chance to learn some
of these techniques but the advice given by the Pastor who was doing the
advertisement is great she teaches some simple techniques to allow ourselves to
rest in God…
• Light a candle
to begin, and offer God your intention. Your desire to be with God pleases God,
even if it doesn’t go as you plan.
• Focus on your
breathing. Become aware of your body. Remind yourself that God is present right
where you are, so be where you are!
• Don’t declare
war on your thoughts, chasing them down to shut them up. That increases the attention
you’re paying them. Try to just let them pass by. (this works for some I still
prefer Honoring the thought by holding it, acknowledging it, then letting it
go.)
• Poetry
sometimes help me slow down my thinking. Some of my favorite poets are Mary Oliver
and Denise Levertov. It’s a good prelude to prayer.
• When closing
my eyes seems to just encourage the monkey- brain, I have some mandala coloring
sheets that can sometimes distract my brain just enough, but not too much. (You
can find these online)
• Music can help
settle me too, but be very careful what you choose. For me, it has to be instrumental
and very mellow. Otherwise my brain grabs hold of the song and starts following
it!
• Resist any and
all temptation to evaluate your effort – to grade yourself, so to speak. Again,
that just puts you in your analytical brain. You showed up. You did the best you could. You will try again tomorrow.[9]
Whatever
practice you find that works for you it will teach your mind and your heart
patience. If you know God in the
stillness then you will know there is no need to wake the Master as he is
sleeping. Your “storm” is not Gods’
“storm” and when you intently seek out time to rest in God you will find that
God will calm the waters even before your storm arises. Amen!
[1] Rami Arav,
Bethsaida and the Ministry of Jesus around the Sea of Galilee, Unknown,
accessed June 15, 2015, http://www.bibleinterp.com/articles/bethsaida.shtml.
[2] Donna Reddin,
Lake Tahoe, last modified 2015, accessed June 15, 2015,
http://www.comspark.com/eldorado/laketahoe.html.
[3] JENEE WOODARD, ABINGDON
CREATIVE PREACHING ANNUAL 2016 (NASHVILLE: ABINGDON PRESS, 2015), Digital
eBook.
[4] Bob Dufford, Be
Not Afraid (Phoenix, Ariz: North American Liturgy Resources, 1975), Digital
eBook.
[5] WOODARD, ABINGDON
CREATIVE PREACHING ANNUAL 2016.
[6] Mary Margaret
Funk, Thoughts Matter: The Practice of Spiritual Life (New York:
Continuum, 1998), Digital eBook.
[7] Ibid.
[8] Ibid.
[9] Pastor Susan,
The Important Thing about Silent Prayer: Don’t Give Up!, October, 2014,
accessed June 15, 2015,
http://www.immanuel.us/images/uploads/October_2014_-_The_Important_Thing_about_Silent_Prayer.pdf.